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I'll go move to the country
I don't give a f***
this a/c make me hazy
this d/c make me lazy
and I'll turn all my amazing memories to crazy
I console my spirit guide, I think she lied
bright a** f***ing screen in my eyes
turn it off, earth hello, world goodbye
I'll go move to the country
I don't give a f***
lately my skin be looking like my notebooks
and I open up my hopeless, what floods in
a thousand roses
machine, it working while I dose
and take doses, still hopeless
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under a spell, all it takes a little moonlight
she shakes a lil moonlight at me
under her spell in the cute side of hell
it's a sign I gotta go in the morning
please, please won't you dance with me
for years, eternity
just turn those tears to tea, the curves on that spell really got me
im spun in wonderland, vacation in New Hades
she wanna have
under a spell, all it takes a little moonlight
she shakes a lil moonlight at me
under her spell in the cute side of hell
it's a sign I gotta go in the morning
megalithic, esoteric, just statistic, fixed with prescriptions
mixed with visions, mixed with mixing
and the world's just spinning out
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I can't wait to be sober
its too late, you cast a shadow, like lights & rats in the meadow
you take the high road, or alley way, just take the day
sew it in your maze and save it for your savior, and nothing more
I think I'm adored, or bored, I wash it down with some more
and just know im f***ing sick of this
praying to myself, let the altered state roll
just know im sick of it
im praying to myself, let the good times rule
I can't wait to be sober
what you're endowed with, a foul trick, keep you comfortable
take the escape, be late, resting in a sleep state
crawl back, to the ugly side of heaven
tethered to dimensions of advent, feather sent
you had a bad decent, spent your weight in gold, I told you so
just know im f***ing sick of this
praying to myself, let the altered state roll
just know im sick of it
im praying to myself, let the good times rule
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time flies when you're hanging onto wholesome,
at the gates just floating, you are strung along
burning up through the atmosphere, re-entry without a fear
you're down & out, wake up
i'm up & im speaking a different tongue
I feel my heart at the lowest hum, I can't remember
nor do I want, I fell so hard I could not stop
check my veins, check my pulse, pick me up hold me close
I know what I want & I want to heal, believe when I say I can not feel
there's a fire in my heart that's supposed
to keep me warm, not burn me out
realized I was hanging onto nothing & nothing's
gonna save me but free fall
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all I'd ever take from you is your time
& your 4am mornings alone,
I'm lovesick & blind,
I know that you hate me, it's not my fault though
you & I go together like a candle
stuffed inside a Buckfast bottle
I hope that you got my gift in the form of a hurricane,
it was in the news, 2 months too late but I named it after you
this story will scab over at your doorstep of burgundy bloodshot
now I'm home, I'm high & I'm missing me, because I'm missing you
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when'd you ever walk on the sunshine,
seems a bit far fetched to me
& darling only wants it with the sun on
I pray to keep my alchemy
i'm searching for a fire that will burn me down
i'm searching for a way to put me out
i'm searching but I know i'll never find it
speak it, maybe say it twice, I don't need this life
is everything in line, I wanna see
the other side of everything, so leave a message at the beep
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a stake to the heart, to escape all this pain
still won't make me human or allow me a name
in your heart, at your table, in your mind i'm not able
you are the mystery of my misery
I wish you could see what you've done to me
now I just wander, I left it all behind
people always say you've lost you're damn mind
it's the truth, it's a lie, I've learned by now
my mind aint worth my time
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released December 12, 2019
© Jake Patrick Williams
